Living Independently

To most people's surprise I live alone due to certain familial circumstances and I always get comments about how lucky I am, but it really isn't all that it's cracked up to be. Well I mean living by myself is AWESOME since I can do whatever I want, but I would certainly choose having a roommate over living by myself any day and which I'll do as soon as the contract is over. Paying bills sucks, it just sucks so hard and whenever you feel your done paying Februaries bills the next round is just sitting there waiting for your hard earned money, so I'll be happy when I finally have someone to split the bills with.

One of the questions I'm asked the most is how do I manage to pay all these bills and to them I say that I sell drugs, make porn, and go to school.

Trypophobia

For the longest time I have known to be scared of holes, holes in wall, holes in the ground, holes anywhere, even the hole in the bathtub which I always try to stay on the opposite side of when I'm taking a shower, but one day I was browsing the internets as always and I figured out that there was a word for my phobia. It's Trypophobia! By definition the T word stands for the fear of holes, cracks and/or clusters; An irrational or obsessive fear of holes, cracks and/or clusters, or what might hide inside them.

Now as I read along all the symptoms clicked with me and I looked at the pictures that came along with it. They gave me goosebumps, and other horrible horrible feelings I've never had, but at the same time I had a strange curiosity for coming back to look at them. It's like I'm trying to subject myself to pain willingly. Now I can say I have a phobia. woo! It was pretty hard putting these pictures up to so please enjoy.